Majorly Depressed Right Now

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So. Still jobless. I have no clue as to why everyone everyone is refusing to hire me. Eviction is yet again imminent and now my utility companies are threatening to cut the umbilical. In what world does having a fucking bachelor's degree and almost a master's equal "overqualified?" Oh yeah. The good ole US of A. I have lost count of how many applications I have sent out because I almost never get replies even if I call. I've had dozens of interviews, none of them have worked out. The teaching position I thought I had in the bag won't begin until January and even then I'm not guaranteed a job because they can cancel classes if not enough people sign up for them. The company I was freelancing for has totally left me in limbo and I have zero savings. I don't even have anything that I can sell because no one wants to buy my artwork (not for what it's worth anyways...and no I WILL NEVER do $1 and $5 commissions, that is insane). 

I wouldn't be as depressed if the fact that I'm graduating in the spring wasn't happening. If I can't get a job now how the hell am I going to get a job once I actually have another goddamn degree? If I was born 20 years ago this would not even be a problem, I wouldn't have even chosen to get a master's degree because I'd be set with a full time well paying job with just a bachelor's. I'm sick of being jerked around and jumping through hoops and spouting off buzzwords during interviews. I'm tired of constantly worrying about money. Every single time I think things can't possibly get any worse they instantly do. I found out yesterday that somehow I owe my leasing company almost $900. I have no idea from what ass they pulled that figure so today I get to go plead for clemency yet again. 

I would punch a wall, but I'm too tired to do so. I really can't take this anymore. 

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Huckleseed's avatar
It seems as though Artists are great at creating everything except money :O

This won't help you out of your immediate dire straights, but I think that the advice may come in handy even when employed already. When things are really down you tend to take anything to pay the bills and the dream job becomes just that.

So the advice is to stop waiting for someone to hire you and instead hire yourself. You draw everyday and so the challenge is to monetize that work in the most efficient way possible. So I'm going to give 2 examples. The first is the quite serious one. The second is the "how to think outside the box" one.

#1 - Create your own children's illustrated story book. Self-publish that book through Amazon Kindle direct publishing. kdp.amazon.com/help?topicId=A3…
--- Now I am not saying that children's books are easy. But I think it would be great to see a CB created with the art in mind first and then the story. If you don't feel that you could cover the story you might recruit some of the artist/writers sure to be around here somewhere. Here's a free premise:
A cute cuddly fuzzy critter or adorable cupcake gets lost while on an outing with her parents. The story is about her adventure in finding them again. The lesson of the story is how to identify people you can trust to help and which strangers are a danger.
That link will tell you everything you need to know about formatting, publishing, merchandising, and best of all, how to collect your money from sales. So there. I am commissioning you to create an illustrated children's book to publish on Amazon. You get paid when we get sales and I will take nothing of the proceeds. How's that for a job? It isn't dependable steady income, but it could be wonderfully profitable. Plus, if you get just enough success to motivate you, then a line of children's books would not be out of the question. The great part about that is while you are creating new works, every work created up till then is still out there to generate some revenue for you. Residual income? Thank you very much!

#2 - Okay, this is more of a meandering story but back when my wife and I were dirt poor we would do the occasional yard sale at our home. Doing so got us a perspective on different types of people who visit yard sales and what they are willing to buy and for about how much. It brought in some small income when we needed to pay the electricity or purchase a new air conditioning unit.
After awhile I began to notice other people's yard sales and sometimes stopped by for bargains. What really stood out was that certain houses seemed to ALWAYS be having a yard sale! What? How much stuff can a family have inside that house anyhow?
Well it turns out that these savvy buyers would be out at 6-7am on Friday, Saturday, and Sunday mornings (though usually by Sunday the best loot was long gone). They had an eye out not for things that they wanted, but things that other people would want and at a low enough price that they could mark it up and still sell it back at the yard sale that they have every 3-4 weeks.
Well I am not exactly saying you should do what they do. But it does show how people are able to make money on their own without needing someone to hire them.
So look around and think about ways that you could make cash that doesn't require a boss to pick you out from the crowd. You may end up happier than being a wage slave for someone else, even an actual studio. Because hopefully whatever you figure out it will involve selling your art on your own terms. And who knows? Maybe one day I will find that art at a yard sale being marked up for the next seller. :D

Aside - Hopefully that was useful. Maybe helpful enough to add somewhere for the next "Nobody will buy my art/Give me a job" artist who needs some encouragement.